I don’t even remember
How much I’ve sacrificed
How many sacrifices
I have made
What I loved most
What I hated most
Yet none of it matters
At all
And I’ve always been alone
In those choices
And they don’t seem to affect anything
Yet they still feel like
They weigh the balance
Of the scales of existence
And they don’t seem to have an effect
And they don’t seem to make a point
And it just hurts
And it makes me feel my losses
Without further consequences
But I know
That’s just an illusion
And this pain
And the weight of choice
Makes all the difference
In the world
And you too have a choice
Either to catch up
Or to lose it all
And that’s not something
That’s up to me
I’ve been called
A daughter of the Devil
But enough might be enough
And that would be the growth
Can you follow
Your choice is still open
Your choice is yours
And the time is ticking
I don’t want to put pressure on you
But the time is ticking