How many times you have denied me
How many times you have betrayed me
How many times you’ve kissed me
Not enough kisses
To justify your betrayals
I’m grieving the loss of you
Deeply
I can feel my heart near to a break
But never again
Once was enough
And I don’t have to repeat
And I’ve learned forgiveness
And compassionate understanding
Towards the condition of your birth and upbringing
You couldn’t have done better
Than you have
At any given moment
And I don’t know what you’re doing
And it doesn’t matter to me anymore
Because I am stronger than you
And I have exceeded you as my teacher
Of magick
And musick
And arts
And you’re overshadowed
At last